第72章 BOOK III.(12)
"In all the ages,"said Cortlandt,"that these moons have wandered with Saturn about the sun,and with the solar system in its journey through space,they can never have gazed upon the scene they now behold,for we may be convinced that no mortal man has been here before.""We may say,"said Ayrault,"that they see in our bodies a type of the source from which come all the spiritual beings that are here.""If,as the writers of mythology supposed,"replied Cortlandt,"inanimate objects were endowed with senses,these moons would doubtless be unable to perceive the spiritual beings here;for the satellites,being material,should,to be consistent,have only those senses possessed by ourselves,so that to them this planet would ordinarily appear deserted.""I shall be glad,"said Bearwarden,gloomily,"when those moons wane and are succeeded by their fellows,for one would give me an attack of the blues,while the other would subject me to the inconvenience of falling in love."As he spoke,the upper branches of the trees in the grove began to sway as a cold gust from the north sighed among them."Lose no more opportunities,"it seemed to cry,"for life is short and uncertain.Soon you will all be colder than I,and your future,still as easily moulded as clay,will be set as Marpesian marble,more fixed than the hardest rock.""Paradise,"said Cortlandt,"contains sights and sounds that might,I should think,arouse sad reminiscences without the aid of the waters of Lethe,unless the joy of its souls in their new resources and the sense of forgiveness outweigh all else."With a parting look at the refined,silvery moon,and its sorrow-laden companion,they retired to the sheltering cave,piled up the fire,and talked on for an hour.
"I do not see how it is,"said Bearwarden,"that these moons,considering their distance from the sun,and the consequently small amount of light they receive,are so bright.""A body's brightness in reflecting light,"replied Cortlandt,"depends as much on the colour and composition of its own surface as on the amount it receives.It is conceivable that these moons,if placed at the earth's distance from the sun,would be far brighter than our moon,and that our familiar satellite,if removed to Saturn,would seem very dim.We know how much more brilliant a mountain in the sunlight is when clad in snow than when its sides are bare.These moons evidently reflect a large proportion of the light they receive."When they came out shortly after midnight the girl's-face moon had already set,leaving a dark and dreary void in the part of the sky it had so ideally filled.The inexpressibly sad satellite (on account of its shorter distance and more rapid rate of revolution)was still above the horizon,and,being slightly tilted,had a more melancholy,heart-broken look than before.
While they gazed sadly at the emptiness left by Dione,Cortlandt saw Ayrault's expression change,and,not clearly perceiving its cause,said,wishing to cheer him:"Never mind,Dick;to-morrow night we shall see it again.""Ah,prosaic reasoner,"retorted Bearwarden,who saw that this,like so many other things,had reminded Ayrault of Sylvia,"that is but small consolation for having lost it now,though I suppose our lot is not so hard as if we were never to see it again.In that moon's face I find the realization of my fancied ideal woman;while that sad one yonder seems as though some celestial lover,in search of his fate,had become enamoured of her,and tried in vain to win her,and the grief in his mind had impressed itself on the then molten face of a satellite to be the monument throughout eternity of love and a broken heart.If the spirits and souls of the departed have any command of matter,why may not their intensest thoughts engrave themselves on a moon that,when dead and frozen,may reflect and shine as they did,while immersed in the depths of space?At first Dione bored me;now Ishould greatly like to see her again."
"History repeats itself,"replied Cortlandt,"and the same phases of life recur.It is we that are in a changed receptive mood.
The change that seems to be in them is in reality in us.Remain as you are now,and Dione will give you the same pleasure tomorrow that she gave to-day."To Ayrault this meant more than the mere setting to rise again of a heavenly body.The perfume of a flower,the sighing of the wind,suggesting some harmony or song,a full or crescent moon,recalled thoughts and associations of Sylvia.Everything seemed to bring out memory,and he realized the utter inability of absence to cure the heart of love."If Sylvia should pass from my life as that moon has left my vision,"his thoughts continued,"existence would be but sadness and memory would be its cause,for the most beautiful sounds entail sorrow;the most beautiful sights,intense pain."Ah,"he went on with a trace of bitterness,while his friends fell asleep in the cave,"I might better have remained in love with science;for whose studies Nature,which is but a form of God,in the right spirit,is not dependent for his joy or despair on the whims of a girl.She,of course,sees many others,and,being only twenty,may forget me.
Must I content myself with philosophical rules and mathematical formulae,when she,whose changefulness I may find greater than the winds that sigh over me,now loves me no longer?O love,which makes us miserable when we feel it,and more miserable still when it is gone!"He strung a number of copper wires at different degrees of tension between two trees,and listened to the wind as it ranged up and down on this improvised AEolian harp.It gradually ran into a regular refrain,which became more and more like words.
Ayrault was puzzled,and then amazed.There could be no doubt about it."You should be happy,"it kept repeating--"you should be happy,"in soft musical tones.