第28章 CHAPTER VII(1)

It was the year 1800,long known in English households as "the dear year."The present generation can have no conception of what a terrible time that was--War,Famine,and Tumult stalking hand-in-hand,and no one to stay them.For between the upper and lower classes there was a great gulf fixed;the rich ground the faces of the poor,the poor hated,yet meanly succumbed to,the rich.

Neither had Christianity enough boldly to cross the line of demarcation,and prove,the humbler,that they were men,--the higher and wiser,that they were gentlemen.

These troubles,which were everywhere abroad,reached us even in our quiet town of Norton Bury.For myself,personally,they touched me not,or,at least,only kept fluttering like evil birds outside the dear home-tabernacle,where I and Patience sat,keeping our solemn counsel together--for these two years had with me been very hard.

Though I had to bear so much bodily suffering that I was seldom told of any worldly cares,still I often fancied things were going ill both within and without our doors.Jael complained in an under-key of stinted housekeeping,or boasted aloud of her own ingenuity in making ends meet:and my father's brow grew continually heavier,graver,sterner;sometimes so stern that I dared not wage,what was,openly or secretly,the quiet but incessant crusade of my existence--the bringing back of John Halifax.

He still remained my father's clerk--nay,I sometimes thought he was even advancing in duties and trusts,for I heard of his being sent long journeys up and down England to buy grain--Abel Fletcher having added to his tanning business the flour-mill hard by,whose lazy whirr was so familiar to John and me in our boyhood.But of these journeys my father never spoke;indeed,he rarely mentioned John at all.However he might employ and even trust him in business relations,I knew that in every other way he was inexorable.

And John Halifax was as inexorable as he.No under-hand or clandestine friendship would he admit--no,not even for my sake.Iknew quite well,that until he could walk in openly,honourably,proudly,he never would re-enter my father's doors.Twice only he had written to me--on my two birthdays--my father himself giving me in silence the unsealed letters.They told me what I already was sure of--that I held,and always should hold,my steadfast place in his friendship.Nothing more.

One other fact I noticed:that a little lad,afterward discovered to be Jem Watkins,to whom had fallen the hard-working lot of the lost Bill,had somehow crept into our household as errand-boy,or gardener's boy;and being "cute,"and a "scholard,"was greatly patronized by Jael.I noticed,too,that the said Jem,whenever he came in my way,in house or garden,was the most capital "little foot-page"that ever invalid had;knowing intuitively all my needs,and serving me with an unfailing devotion,which quite surprised and puzzled me at the time.It did not afterwards.

Summer was passing.People began to watch with anxious looks the thin harvest-fields--as Jael often told me,when she came home from her afternoon walks."It was piteous to see them,"she said;"only July,and the quartern loaf nearly three shillings,and meal four shillings a peck."And then she would glance at our flour-mill,where for several days a week the water-wheel was as quiet as on Sundays;for my father kept his grain locked up,waiting for what,he wisely judged,might be a worse harvest than the last.But Jael,though she said nothing,often looked at the flour-mill and shook her head.And after one market-day--when she came in rather "flustered,"saying there had been a mob outside the mill,until "that young man Halifax"had gone out and spoken to them--she never once allowed me to take my rare walk under the trees in the Abbey-yard;nor,if she could help it,would she even let me sit watching the lazy Avon from the garden-wall.

One Sunday--it was the 1st of August,for my father had just come back from meeting,very much later than usual,and Jael said he had gone,as was his annual custom on that his wedding-day,to the Friends'burial ground in St.Mary's Lane,where,far away from her own kindred and people,my poor young mother had been laid,--on this one Sunday I began to see that things were going wrong.Abel Fletcher sat at dinner wearing the heavy,hard look which had grown upon his face not unmingled with the wrinkles planted by physical pain.For,with all his temperance,he could not quite keep down his hereditary enemy,gout;and this week it had clutched him pretty hard.

Dr.Jessop came in,and I stole away gladly enough,and sat for an hour in my old place in the garden,idly watching the stretch of meadow,pasture,and harvest land.Noticing,too,more as a pretty bit in the landscape than as a fact of vital importance,in how many places the half-ripe corn was already cut,and piled in thinly-scattered sheaves over the fields.

After the doctor left,my father sent for me and all his household:in the which,creeping humbly after the woman-kind,was now numbered the lad Jem.That Abel Fletcher was not quite himself was proved by the fact that his unlighted pipe lay on the table,and his afternoon tankard of ale sank from foam to flatness untouched.

He first addressed Jael."Woman,was it thee who cooked the dinner to-day?"She gave a dignified affirmative.

"Thee must give us no more such dinners.No cakes,no pastry kickshaws,and only wheaten bread enough for absolute necessity.Our neighbours shall not say that Abel Fletcher has flour in his mill,and plenty in his house,while there is famine abroad in the land.

So take heed."

"I do take heed,"answered Jael,staunchly."Thee canst not say Iwaste a penny of thine.And for myself,do I not pity the poor?On First-day a woman cried after me about wasting good flour in starch--to-day,behold."