第125章

JAMES IS TOLD

A simple cold,caught in the room with double windows,where the air and the people who saw him were filtered,as it were,the room he had not left since the middle of September--and James was in deep waters.A little cold,passing his little strength and flying quickly to his lungs."He mustn't catch cold,"the doctor had declared,and he had gone and caught it.When he first felt it in his throat he had said to his nurse--for he had one now--"There,Iknew how it would be,airing the room like that!"For a whole day he was highly nervous about himself and went in advance of all precautions and remedies;drawing every breath with extreme care and having his temperature taken every hour.Emily was not alarmed.

But next morning when she went in the nurse whispered:"He won't have his temperature taken."Emily crossed to the side of the bed where he was lying,and said softly,"How do you feel,James?"holding the thermometer to his lips.James looked up at her.

"What's the good of that?"he murmured huskily;"I don't want to know."Then she was alarmed.He breathed with difficulty,he looked terribly frail,white,with faint red discolorations.She had 'had trouble'with him,Goodness knew;but he was James,had been James for nearly fifty years;she couldn't remember or imagine life without James--James,behind all his fussiness,his pessimism,his crusty shell,deeply affectionate,really kind and generous to them all!

All that day and the next he hardly uttered a word,but there was in his eyes a noticing of everything done for him,a look on his face which told her he was fighting;and she did not lose hope.

His very stillness,the way he conserved every little scrap of energy,showed the tenacity with which he was fighting.It touched her deeply;and though her face was composed and comfortable in the sick-room,tears ran down her cheeks when she was out of it.

About tea-time on the third day--she had just changed her dress,keeping her appearance so as not to alarm him,because he noticed everything--she saw a difference.'It's no use;I'm tired,'was written plainly across that white face,and when she went up to him,he muttered:"Send for Soames.""Yes,James,"she said comfortably;"all right--at once."And she kissed his forehead.A tear dropped there,and as she wiped it off she saw that his eyes looked grateful.Much upset,and without hope now,she sent Soames the telegram.

When he entered out of the black windy night,the big house was still as a grave.Warmson's broad face looked almost narrow;he took the fur coat with a sort of added care,saying:

"Will you have a glass of wine,sir?"

Soames shook his head,and his eyebrows made enquiry.

Warmson's lips twitched."He's asking for you,sir;"and suddenly he blew his nose."It's a long time,sir,"he said,"that I've been with Mr.Forsyte--a long time."Soames left him folding the coat,and began to mount the stairs.

This house,where he had been born and sheltered,had never seemed to him so warm,and rich,and cosy,as during this last pilgrimage to his father's room.It was not his taste;but in its own sub-stantial,lincrusta way it was the acme of comfort and security.