第49章 THE FIRST LESSON(1)

Jewel looked up as she heard a knock.Sarah had made the bed and gone.

Who could this be?

At her "Come in,"Eloise entered the room.The child's face brightened questioningly.She rose and gazed at the enchanted maiden,very lovely in the wrapper of white silk,open at the throat,and with little billows of lace cascading down to the toes of her white Turkish slippers.

"Good-morning,cousin Eloise,"said the child,waiting for the message or order which she supposed to be forthcoming.

"Good-morning."The girl cast a comprehensive glance around the rather bare room.Her eyes bore no traces of the tears so recently shed,but her face was sad."I heard you singing,"she said.

"Yes.Did I disturb anybody?"asked the child quickly.

"No.It is nice to be like the birds that sing in the rain.""Like the robin out there,"returned Jewel,relieved."Did you hear him?"She ran to the window and threw it open,listening a minute.

"No,he has gone."

"You said you would show me your doll,"went on Eloise when the window was closed again.

"Oh,"returned Jewel pleased,"did you come to see Anna Belle?She's right here.We were just going to have the lesson."She took the doll from the depths of a big chair and held her up with motherly pride.

"Would you--won't you sit down a minute?"

To her great satisfaction,her beautiful visitor condescended to take the chair Anna Belle had vacated,and held out her white,ringless hands for the doll.

"How neatly her clothes are made,"said the girl,examining Anna Belle's garments.

"Yes,my mother made her all new ones when she knew she was going to Europe,so that she would be neat and not mortify me.Would you like to see her clothes?"eagerly.

"Yes,I should."

Jewel brought them,her quick little fingers turning them back and forth,exhibiting the tiny buttonholes and buttons,and chattering explanations of their good points.

"It was a great deal for your mother to do all this,when she is such a busy woman,"said Eloise.

"Yes,she did it evenings,and then surprised me just when we were coming away.Wasn't it lovely?""Very."

"I love prettiness,"said the child.As she spoke she regarded the grave face beside her."When I first noticed that my nose wasn't nice,and neither were my eyes,I almost cried."Eloise looked up at her,at a loss for a reply.

"But then I remembered that of course God never made anything that wasn't perfectly beautiful,so I knew that it would come right some time,and I asked mother when she thought it would.""What did she say?"returned Eloise,wondering at this original optimism.

"She said we could never tell how soon anything would come right to our sense,but so long as we knew that Creation was perfect and beautiful,we could be patient about everything--big things and little things;and then I remember how she talked to me about being careful never to pity myself."Jewel gave her head a little serious shake.

"You know it's very bad error to pity yourself,no matter what kind of a nose you have."Eloise had sunk back in the large chair and was attentively watching the child standing beside her,while she still held Anna Belle.She had never before held converse with a Christian Scientist,but her state of mind precluded the perception of a humorous side to anything.

"Wrong to pity yourself no matter what happens?"she asked.

"Yes--because--because--"Jewel looked off.She knew that it was error,but it was hard to explain why to the lovely grown-up cousin who was so strangely sorry."Well,you see,"she added after the moment's thought,"it isn't having faith in God,it isn't knowing that you're His child,and that He takes care of you.""No,I suppose not;but I have never learned how to know that,Jewel.""I know you haven't,"returned the little girl,and she slipped her hand toward her cousin's.The girl met it halfway and held it close.

"Since I've seen you,"Jewel went on slowly,"I know that prettiness isn't enough to make a person happy--nor all your lovely clothes--nor having people fond of you and sending you presents--nor making the sweetest music;but you can be happy,cousin Eloise,unless you're doing wrong.""I am doing wrong,but I can't help it."The girl took her supporting hand from the doll and pressed it to her eyes a second before dropping it."What were you doing when I came in?""I was just going to get the lesson."

"Oh,do you go on with your studies?Perhaps I can help you better than Anna Belle.""Would you cousin Eloise?"Jewel flushed with pleasure."Some of the words are so long.I thought I'd ask grandpa to-night.""Why didn't you wish to come to me?"questioned Eloise,well knowing why.

The little girl looked a trifle embarrassed."I didn't want to trouble you.Of course you aren't my real relations,"she said modestly.

"Do you remember that,too!"exclaimed Eloise.

Jewel started at the hurt voice."Would you like to be?"she asked earnestly."I wish you were,because"--she hesitated and smiled with her head a little on the side,"because I might look more like you."The gravity of Eloise's lips remained unbroken."I want you to promise me something,Jewel.I want you to promise not to tell your grandfather that I have been with you to-day.""Why?He'd be glad I was happy."

"I have a reason.I will help you with your studies every day if you won't tell him.""I might without meaning to,"rejoined the child,her alert little mind busy with the new problem suddenly presented to it.

"I will make a rainbow scarf for Anna Belle if you will never speak of me to your grandfather.""Why do you say my grandfather?He's yours,too.""Not at all.Didn't you just say I was not your real relation?""Oh but,cousin Eloise,"Jewel was sure of the hurt now,though the why or wherefore was a mystery,"of course he wishes you were.""Oh no he doesn't."The answer came quick and sharp,and the child reviewed mentally her own observations of the household.Her heart swelled with the desire to help.