第65章 Chapter 14(1)

1861-1863

Miss Blagden --Letters from Mr.Browning to Miss Haworth and Mr.Leighton --His Feeling in regard to Funeral Ceremonies --Establishment in London --Plan of Life --Letter to Madame du Quaire --Miss Arabel Barrett --Biarritz --Letters to Miss Blagden --Conception of 'The Ring and the Book'

--Biographical Indiscretion --New Edition of his Works --Mr.and Mrs.Procter.

The friend who was nearest,at all events most helpful,to Mr.Browning in this great and sudden sorrow was Miss Blagden --Isa Blagden,as she was called by all her intimates.Only a passing allusion to her could hitherto find place in this fragmentary record of the Poet's life;but the friendship which had long subsisted between her and Mrs.Browning brings her now into closer and more frequent relation to it.

She was for many years a centre of English society in Florence;for her genial,hospitable nature,as well as literary tastes (she wrote one or two novels,I believe not without merit),secured her the acquaintance of many interesting persons,some of whom occasionally made her house their home;and the evenings spent with her at her villa on Bellosguardo live pleasantly in the remembrance of those of our older generation who were permitted to share in them.

She carried the boy away from the house of mourning,and induced his father to spend his nights under her roof,while the last painful duties detained him in Florence.

He at least gave her cause to deny,what has been so often affirmed,that great griefs are necessarily silent.She always spoke of this period as her 'apocalyptic month',so deeply poetic were the ravings which alternated with the simple human cry of the desolate heart:

'I want her,I want her!'But the ear which received these utterances has long been closed in death.The only written outbursts of Mr.Browning's frantic sorrow were addressed,I believe,to his sister,and to the friend,Madame du Quaire,whose own recent loss most naturally invoked them,and who has since thought best,so far as rested with her,to destroy the letters in which they were contained.It is enough to know by simple statement that he then suffered as he did.Life conquers Death for most of us;whether or not 'nature,art,and beauty'assist in the conquest.

It was bound to conquer in Mr.Browning's case:first through his many-sided vitality;and secondly,through the special motive for living and striving which remained to him in his son.

This note is struck in two letters which are given me to publish,written about three weeks after Mrs.Browning's death;and we see also that by this time his manhood was reacting against the blow,and bracing itself with such consoling remembrance as the peace and painlessness of his wife's last moments could afford to him.

Florence:July 19,'61.

Dear Leighton,--It is like your old kindness to write to me and to say what you do --I know you feel for me.I can't write about it --but there were many alleviating circumstances that you shall know one day --there seemed no pain,and (what she would have felt most)the knowledge of separation from us was spared her.I find these things a comfort indeed.

I shall go away from Italy for many a year --to Paris,then London for a day or two just to talk with her sister --but if I can see you it will be a great satisfaction.

Don't fancy I am 'prostrated',I have enough to do for the boy and myself in carrying out her wishes.He is better than one would have thought,and behaves dearly to me.Everybody has been very kind.

Tell dear Mrs.Sartoris that I know her heart and thank her with all mine.

After my day or two at London I shall go to some quiet place in France to get right again and then stay some time at Paris in order to find out leisurely what it will be best to do for Peni --but eventually I shall go to England,I suppose.I don't mean to live with anybody,even my own family,but to occupy myself thoroughly,seeing dear friends,however,like you.God bless you.

Yours ever affectionately,Robert Browning.

The second is addressed to Miss Haworth.

Florence:July 20,1861.

My dear Friend,--I well know you feel as you say,for her once and for me now.Isa Blagden,perfect in all kindness to me,will have told you something perhaps --and one day I shall see you and be able to tell you myself as much as I can.

The main comfort is that she suffered very little pain,none beside that ordinarily attending the simple attacks of cold and cough she was subject to --had no presentiment of the result whatever,and was consequently spared the misery of knowing she was about to leave us;she was smilingly assuring me she was 'better','quite comfortable --if I would but come to bed,'to within a few minutes of the last.I think I foreboded evil at Rome,certainly from the beginning of the week's illness --but when I reasoned about it,there was no justifying fear --she said on the last evening 'it is merely the old attack,not so severe a one as that of two years ago --there is no doubt I shall soon recover,' and we talked over plans for the summer,and next year.

I sent the servants away and her maid to bed --so little reason for disquietude did there seem.Through the night she slept heavily,and brokenly --that was the bad sign --but then she would sit up,take her medicine,say unrepeatable things to me and sleep again.

At four o'clock there were symptoms that alarmed me,I called the maid and sent for the doctor.She smiled as I proposed to bathe her feet,'Well,you ARE determined to make an exaggerated case of it!'

Then came what my heart will keep till I see her again and longer --the most perfect expression of her love to me within my whole knowledge of her.Always smilingly,happily,and with a face like a girl's --and in a few minutes she died in my arms;her head on my cheek.