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"Day before yesterday!" she repeated, aloud; and went on thinking to herself, "day before yesterday," in a sort of an uncomprehending way.She had pictured him seeking her at the very first hour, and he had lived under the same sky since day before yesterday; while only by accident had he stumbled upon her.Mademoiselle must have lied when she said, "Poor fool, he loves you.""Day before yesterday," she repeated, breaking off a spray of Mademoiselle's geranium; "then if you had not met me here to-day you wouldn't--when--that is, didn't you mean to come and see me?""Of course, I should have gone to see you.There have been so many things--" he turned the leaves of Mademoiselle's music nervously."I started in at once yesterday with the old firm.After all there is as much chance for me here as there was there--that is, I might find it profitable some day.The Mexicans were not very congenial."So he had come back because the Mexicans were not congenial; because business was as profitable here as there; because of any reason, and not because he cared to be near her.She remembered the day she sat on the floor, turning the pages of his letter, seeking the reason which was left untold.

She had not noticed how he looked--only feeling his presence; but she turned deliberately and observed him.After all, he had been absent but a few months, and was not changed.His hair--the color of hers--wavedback from his temples in the same way as before.His skin was not more burned than it had been at Grand Isle.She found in his eyes, when he looked at her for one silent moment, the same tender caress, with an added warmth and entreaty which had not been there before the same glance which had penetrated to the sleeping places of her soul and awakened them.

A hundred times Edna had pictured Robert's return, and imagined their first meeting.It was usually at her home, whither he had sought her out at once.She always fancied him expressing or betraying in some way his love for her.And here, the reality was that they sat ten feet apart, she at the window, crushing geranium leaves in her hand and smelling them, he twirling around on the piano stool, saying:

"I was very much surprised to hear of Mr.Pontellier's absence; it's a wonder Mademoiselle Reisz did not tell me; and your moving--mother told me yesterday.I should think you would have gone to New York with him, or to Iberville with the children, rather than be bothered here with housekeeping.And you are going abroad, too, I hear.We shan't have you at Grand Isle next summer; it won't seem--do you see much of Mademoiselle Reisz? She often spoke of you in the few letters she wrote.""Do you remember that you promised to write to me when you went away?" A flush overspread his whole face.

"I couldn't believe that my letters would be of any interest to you." "That is an excuse; it isn't the truth." Edna reached for her hat on thepiano.She adjusted it, sticking the hat pin through the heavy coil of hair with some deliberation.

"Are you not going to wait for Mademoiselle Reisz?" asked Robert."No; I have found when she is absent this long, she is liable not tocome back till late." She drew on her gloves, and Robert picked up his hat."Won't you wait for her?" asked Edna.