第27章

"Do you miss your friend greatly?" asked Mademoiselle Reisz one morning as she came creeping up behind Edna, who had just left her cottage on her way to the beach.She spent much of her time in the water since she had acquired finally the art of swimming.As their stay at Grand Isle drew near its close, she felt that she could not give too much time to a diversion which afforded her the only real pleasurable moments that she knew.When Mademoiselle Reisz came and touched her upon the shoulder and spoke to her, the woman seemed to echo the thought which was ever in Edna's mind; or, better, the feeling which constantly possessed her.

Robert's going had some way taken the brightness, the color, the meaning out of everything.The conditions of her life were in no way changed, but her whole existence was dulled, like a faded garment which seems to be no longer worth wearing.She sought him everywhere--in others whom she induced to talk about him.She went up in the mornings to Madame Lebrun's room, braving the clatter of the old sewing-machine.She sat there and chatted at intervals as Robert had done.She gazed around the room at the pictures and photographs hanging upon the wall, and discovered in some corner an old family album, which she examined with the keenest interest, appealing to Madame Lebrun for enlightenment concerning the many figures and faces which she discovered between its pages.

There was a picture of Madame Lebrun with Robert as a baby, seated in her lap, a round-faced infant with a fist in his mouth.The eyes alone in the baby suggested the man.And that was he also in kilts, at the age of five, wearing long curls and holding a whip in his hand.It made Edna laugh, and she laughed, too, at the portrait in his first long trousers; while another interested her, taken when he left for college, looking thin, long- faced, with eyes full of fire, ambition and great intentions.But there was no recent picture, none which suggested the Robert who had gone away five days ago, leaving a void and wilderness behind him.

"Oh, Robert stopped having his pictures taken when he had to pay forthem himself! He found wiser use for his money, he says," explained Madame Lebrun.She had a letter from him, written before he left New Orleans.Edna wished to see the letter, and Madame Lebrun told her to look for it either on the table or the dresser, or perhaps it was on the mantelpiece.

The letter was on the bookshelf.It possessed the greatest interest and attraction for Edna; the envelope, its size and shape, the post-mark, the handwriting.She examined every detail of the outside before opening it.There were only a few lines, setting forth that he would leave the city that afternoon, that he had packed his trunk in good shape, that he was well, and sent her his love and begged to be affectionately remembered to all.There was no special message to Edna except a postscript saying that if Mrs.Pontellier desired to finish the book which he had been reading to her, his mother would find it in his room, among other books there on the table.Edna experienced a pang of jealousy because he had written to his mother rather than to her.

Every one seemed to take for granted that she missed him.Even her husband, when he came down the Saturday following Robert's departure, expressed regret that he had gone.

"How do you get on without him, Edna?" he asked.

"It's very dull without him," she admitted.Mr.Pontellier had seen Robert in the city, and Edna asked him a dozen questions or more.Where had they met? On Carondelet Street, in the morning.They had gone "in" and had a drink and a cigar together.What had they talked about? Chiefly about his prospects in Mexico, which Mr.Pontellier thought were promising.How did he look? How did he seem--grave, or gay, or how? Quite cheerful, and wholly taken up with the idea of his trip, which Mr.Pontellier found altogether natural in a young fellow about to seek fortune and adventure in a strange, queer country.

Edna tapped her foot impatiently, and wondered why the children persisted in playing in the sun when they might be under the trees.She went down and led them out of the sun, scolding the quadroon for not being more attentive.