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When Mr. Gladstone read the words， he realised that the game was over. Lord Hartington's position in the Liberal Party was second only to his own； he was the leader of the rich and powerful Whig aristocracy； his influence with the country was immense. Nor was he the man to make idle threats of resignation； he had said he would resign， and resign he would： the collapse of the Government would be the inevitable result. On August 5th， therefore， Parliament was asked to make a grant of ā300，000， in order 'to enable Her Majesty's Government to undertake operations for the relief of General Gordon， should they become necessary'. The money was voted； and even then， at that last hour， Mr. Gladstone made another， final， desperate twist. Trying to save himself by the proviso which he had inserted into the resolution， he declared that he was still unconvinced of the necessity of any operations at all. 'I nearly，' he wrote to Lord Hartington， 'but not quite， adopt words received today from Granville. "It is clear， I think， that Gordon has our messages， and does not choose to answer them."' Nearly， but not quite！ The qualification was masterly； but it was of no avail. This time， the sinuous creature was held by too firm a grasp. On August 26th， Lord Wolseley was appointed to command the relief expedition； and on September 9th， he arrived in Egypt.

The relief expedition had begun， and at the same moment a new phase opened at Khartoum. The annual rising of the Nile was now sufficiently advanced to enable one of Gordon's small steamers to pass over the cataracts down to Egypt in safety. He determined to seize the opportunity of laying before the authorities in Cairo and London， and the English public at large， an exact account of his position. A cargo of documents， including Colonel Stewart's Diary of the siege and a personal appeal for assistance addressed by Gordon to all the European powers， was placed on board the Abbas； four other steamers were to accompany her until she was out of danger from attacks by the Mahdi's troops； after which， she was to proceed alone into Egypt. On the evening of September 9th， just as she was about to start， the English and French Consuls asked for permission to go with her--a permission which Gordon， who had long been anxious to provide for their safety， readily granted. Then Colonel Stewart made the same request； and Gordon consented with the same alacrity.

Colonel Stewart was the second-in-command at Khartoum； and it seems strange that he should have made a proposal which would leave Gordon in a position of the gravest anxiety without a single European subordinate. But his motives were to be veiled forever in a tragic obscurity. The Abbas and her convoy set out.

Henceforward the Governor-General was alone. He had now， definitely and finally， made his decision. Colonel Stewart and his companions had gone， with every prospect of returning unharmed to civilisation. Mr. Gladstone's belief was justified； so far as Gordon's personal safety was concerned， he might still， at this late hour， have secured it. But he had chosen-- he stayed at Khartoum.

No sooner were the steamers out of sight than he sat down at his writing-table and began that daily record of his circumstances， his reflections， and his feelings， which reveals to us， with such an authentic exactitude， the final period of his extraordinary destiny. His Journals， sent down the river in batches to await the coming of the relief expedition， and addressed， first to Colonel Stewart， and later to the 'Chief of Staff， Sudan Expeditionary Force'， were official documents， intended for publication， though， as Gordon himself was careful to note on the outer covers， they would 'want pruning out' before they were printed. He also wrote， on the envelope of the first section， 'No secrets as far as I am concerned'. A more singular set of state papers was never compiled. Sitting there， in the solitude of his palace， with ruin closing round him， with anxieties on every hand， with doom hanging above his head， he let his pen rush on for hour after hour in an ecstasy of communication， a tireless unburdening of the spirit， where the most trivial incidents of the passing day were mingled pell-mell with philosophical disquisitions； where jests and anger， hopes and terrors， elaborate justifications and cynical confessions， jostled one another in reckless confusion. The impulsive， demonstrative man had nobody to talk to any more， and so he talked instead to the pile of telegraph forms， which， useless now for perplexing Sir Evelyn Baring， served very well--for they were large and blank--as the repositories of his conversation. His tone was not the intimate and religious tone which he would have used with the Rev. Mr. Barnes or his sister Augusta； it was such as must have been habitual with him in his intercourse with old friends or fellow-officers， whose religious views were of a more ordinary caste than his own， but with whom he was on confidential terms.